Thanks for everything guys! It really helped me; im currently in a relationship but as always there is something wrong. He is great, smart, funny, great body, great personalaty. But he is not.....well not to be rude but he is ugly. And now i feel guilty. Thank god i didnt ask him to be my bf but ill still be his friend. I like him alot, but just not in that way.
While i was going out with this person we messed around (no sex, touchy feel) and i needed my dad's car, and he was in the car with me, he asked who are you going out with and i said a girl. I got out of the car to meet him and my dad took the car and turned around and he saw me holding hand with him. Oh no... i thought. We continued with the date and when he picked me up he was mad. "why did you lie to me!" Of cource i made up a big big lie.
I dont know,.... im sick of telling lies. But i dont want to tell untell i come emotionally stable. Now is just not the time and my life, or what ive built so far is being torn down. Ive come so far and now i have to face this!
Like the other posting. Please if you have anything please do tell.

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