I am a transvestite, and I used to be married. I liked sex with women When I was in high school I started dressing up in my mothers underwear when I was alone in the house. My mother caught me one day. She let me dress when I was alone with her and even bought me some of the lingerie that I had. When I got out of highschool I never had any place to go to dress so I stopped. I started to have drastic urges to dress when I was about 26, and it wouldn't go away. I learned of a club in my city through a cross dressers magazine in a book store, sher they sold lingerie and outfits tocross dressers. i went there and met a transvestite who owned the place. It was in an old building, and he (she) encouraged me to pick out some things that I liked and to try them on.He said he would help me with the garters and brassiere. He did and for the first time I found I was sexually aroused with another man. When he clipped my garters up(ove my sheer sstockings) I found myself wanting to brush against his leg. He was wearing a dress. He seemed to sense it and asked me if I had known that I was gay. I told him I wasn't , I just liked to dress. After I was dressed he told me that the club (illusions) had a social every Saturday night and that if I was interested, I could rent a locker for my clothes. I was married at the time and said I couldn't, but would like to rent a locker.He told me that some of the girls just came to dress during the day because they were still in the closet. i started to go there regualarly, and found that I was having urges that I couldn't explain.Sometimes, I met one other girl who was dressing at the same time. She was very feminine and once we were dressing together I found I was getting a large erection and wanted to look at her penis. She saw me looking at her between the legs as she pulled her panties up. She looked inmy \eye and I looked back at her. In a second we were in each others arms, and I could feel her erect penis rubbing against my panty crotch. By this time I as almost bursting. I could hardly breath and we were kissing each other like we were going to orgasm any minute. I reached down and took her hand and put it on my erection, and I just spurted all over my panties. I felt so guilty at the time i just wanted to put my streeet clothes on and get out of there. She said that she would like to see me again, but I just mumbled and got out of there. I didn't know what was happening to me. when i got home i felt too guilty to make love to my wife that night , but i couldn't get her face out of my mind. Icould see her big erect penis , and feel it rubbing against mine through our panties. The next day I went to the store and asked them to give me her name and phone number. The guy (girl) who ran the shop told me that it was against club policy and that he couldn't. He asked me what i wanted it for, and I didn't know what to say. Finally i blurted out that I thought I wanted to date her. he asked me if Ithouaght I was ready to come to a Saturday night function, because if i was, he would ask her to comne because I wanted to meet her. I said I would be there. I didn't know what to tell my wife so i decided to say i had to go out of town for the weekend on a sales trip, and would be back on the Monday. My worry was where I would stay, so I decided that I would stay at a motel that night and go over to a small town where i knew a girl the next night. When i got to the club and went to my locker to dress, i had brought some special perfume and makeup, and a wig. I chose my nicest underwear and a grey skirt, with cuban heels. I am blond so I don't have much hair on my legs, and none on my chest. With a wig i am quite sexy. When I got dressed i have never been so excited in my life. My breath was heaving in short gasps, and my stomach felt empty. i finally gotup my courage and went down stairs to the store. In the store there was one of those hanging bead curtians which Mary (the owners name ) pointed me through Mary sort of looked at me and whispered in a low voice "she's in thee waiting for you" I got through and the place was fairly dimly lit and there was music on. soft sort of dreamy stuff. When my eyes got accustomed to the dark i could make out a number of tables. Some were in groups but a few had couples at them.I could make out Marilyn alone at one table, so i wne t up to it and asked if I could join her . She said of course and gave me a very friendly smile and took my hand to motion me down to the chair opposite her I sat down and looked at her. She seemed very attractive to me even though i knew she had a large penis underneath her panties. I told her that i wanted to apologize for the way i had acted the other afternoon. She took my handagain and said "that's all right - I think it was your first time with another man wasn't it" I told her it was. after a cigarette wshe asked me if I would like to dance. There were others on the floor by this time so i thought to myself I hadf gone this far i might as well. she stood up and when i got out of my seat I wondered who would lead, but she answered that by holding out her right hand to my left. We started to dance to the music, which was slow and provacative. Her hand slid down just below my waist and pulled me slightly towards her. Gradually i relaxed and the next thing our bodies were touching from our waists up. I felt her head softly pressing aginst my cheek, and her lips touching my ear. My penis started to stiffen and she could feel it. the next thing I knew we were rubbing our stiff erections against each other when whe whispered in my ear "I have been waiting all my life for you.Please come back to my apartment and stay with me. I thaought i was getting dizzy.I wanted tohold and kiss her so much and i could only think of our cocks rubbing against each other in bed. I wanted to put her underwear on and have her wear mine and to let me help her get dressed. I hve never been on this channel befopre and i just joined. I don't know if anyone really want's to hear my story about being bi which is how this started. If anyone wants to follow up with me my e-mail address is <hbeaumnt@cadvision.com>
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