Guilt and my location on the continuum.

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Date: Sat, 07 Sep 1996 07:30:00 GMT
From: Unknown (lurkie-lou)

Well, I've not completely acted out upon my long, long-repressed desires, but I seem to be getting closer. I'm midway on the gay-straight continuum. Not interested in action with both at the same time, but really want to experience gay and love straight experience. But this guilt is overpowering. I'm not sure whether a gay experience will push me over a precipice that would mess up my family.

I knew I had gay desires when I got married, but chose to repress them. Now, with family responsibilities, I often feel that I must continue repression because of the commitment and investment. But it seems to be getting harder to repress as time passes.

Wish I knew my answers. Anyone out there feel the same?

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